It is to be brave enough to try what others say and believe will not work
It is to try one more time where all have failed
It is to take the pen and draw something and build it, then think of making it work! (nothing works in the mind)
It is to do when others are talking
It is to be tolerant to ambiguity and take it deep inside; not to plan ahead of time
If I just knew what to do with memories
مشکل عشق نه در حوصله دانش ماست حل این نکته بدین فکر خطا نتوان کرد
غیرتم کشت که محبوب جهانی لیکن روز و شب عربده با خلق خدا نتوان کرد
غیرتم کشت که محبوب جهانی لیکن روز و شب عربده با خلق خدا نتوان کرد
to be SMART or not to be
I am lost, there are millions of things I want to do, and I find myself doing the least exciting one all the time, I think that I have lost the focus of my life, what I want to do?
The other day I found an article in NYTimes about the stereotypes in American male society to appreciate women's beauty above their intelligence. That's not all, it claims that "very smart women have less chances of a good date". I am thinking to chose to be smart or beautiful
The other day I found an article in NYTimes about the stereotypes in American male society to appreciate women's beauty above their intelligence. That's not all, it claims that "very smart women have less chances of a good date". I am thinking to chose to be smart or beautiful
Memories
I can feel it: the painful missing thing! I think I do miss him, it is two weeks and it is getting worse. I wish we had spend some more time together and I had more memories...
He never had time for me, now I realize that I was not enough for him.
He never had time for me, now I realize that I was not enough for him.
دوست
این رو چند روز پیش تو بلوط دیدم خیلی دوست داشتم
دوستی فقط به اسم نیست. انرژی می خواهد و وقت. باید طرف را از اول شناخت. با حساسیت هایش و تمام خاطرات و تاریخش آشنا شد. بعد دانست کدام حرف را زد یا نزد. بعد فقط هم که به اسم نیست. باید دلجویی هم کرد و باید بشود حرف دل را هم زد. از رابطه هایی که الان دور و برم است راضی ام. دلم نمی خواهد این شبکه روابطم را بیشتر کنم. به عمق رفاقت بیشتر از طول لیستش اهمیت می دهم. دیگر هم جوان هیجده ساله نیستم که برای همه انرژی داشته باشم
Chocolate World
I was unwrapping one more chocolate paper, that I thought what makes it so exciting to select one from a box, unwrap and taste it? To me it's the adventure of opening sth that I know is sweet, but I just need to find out "how exotic the taste would be".
When I was younger, I used to look at things like a piece of chocolate, I fancied the idea of the thing inside; so I started exploring inside of things; people were same, I tried to reveal their inside with the hope of sth exotic! Soon, I realized that I'm not unwrapping, but I'm scratching and peeling off skin that is part of the person. I came to believe that there are two types of people; for type one there is no rapping, the whole thing is what you see, there is nothing hidden, like it or not the person is all you see; however, in type two the person is so closely rapped up that is stuck inside, there might be something inside but there is no way to it.
Now, I have stopped the urge to look behind the people's masks, I do not care anymore, cause I do not believe in chocolate world anymore...
When I was younger, I used to look at things like a piece of chocolate, I fancied the idea of the thing inside; so I started exploring inside of things; people were same, I tried to reveal their inside with the hope of sth exotic! Soon, I realized that I'm not unwrapping, but I'm scratching and peeling off skin that is part of the person. I came to believe that there are two types of people; for type one there is no rapping, the whole thing is what you see, there is nothing hidden, like it or not the person is all you see; however, in type two the person is so closely rapped up that is stuck inside, there might be something inside but there is no way to it.
Now, I have stopped the urge to look behind the people's masks, I do not care anymore, cause I do not believe in chocolate world anymore...
هزار تو
احساس میکنم در هزار توی خاطرات قدیمی گم شدم، امیدی هم نیست که کسی برای پیدا کردنم حاضر به زیر و رو کردن این دالانهای باریک باشه! من باید از اینجا بیرون بیام
Be careful what you wish for, you may get it!
It is already one week and I can hardly believe that a completely new stage in my life has begun; a time to live alone all by my own. I had dreamed of this life for so long that can't believe it has happened...
but then I am not sure if it's what I truly wanted
but then I am not sure if it's what I truly wanted
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